So the boy and I broke up. This is probably the weirdest, most pain-free break-up I've ever had in my life. There's just no bitterness whatsoever and we still see each other, we still talk to each other and... we still have wondrous wondrous sex. Haha.
Actually nothing has changed. Except maybe for the status of the relationship. Which really... is what makes this whole thing weird. I was told in no uncertain terms that I cannot go out with anyone else so I kinda told him the same thing. Well until my birthday at least. Gotta have me some birthday nookie.
Or maybe I gotta haul ass and start looking for a replacement. Damnit. I wish I worked that way. Truth of the matter is, I'm enjoying this... this... weird thing we have going. There's no pressure. There's no responsibility to remain faithful and all that other boyfriend-girlfriend crap.
Although I did tell him that once he starts seeing other women, the nookies with me will stop. I don't operate that way. I still refuse to be the other woman. Or the ex that just won't give up. He's free to date. Free to explore other possibilities. I think I am too. Least, I know I should be. Two way street and all that. I gotta ask him.
Anyway, life is still good. Work is still work. The boy and I will be applying together. And getting an apartment is in the works. With his sister. So I guess we really are great friends. Which for once is truth in advertising.
Things are still up in the air. Whatever's supposed to happen will happen. Right now... I'm just content.
Although, a new toy would work wonders. Oh well.
Oh and... yesterday was the first time we used a toy while having some nooner nookie. Can anyone say multiple orgasms? Yum.
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