Guilt has been steadily gnawing at my innards for the last week or so. I've done something I know I should not have done. Now I'm back on square one. Emotionally.
Cryptic I know but right now I'd rather just keep this horrendous secret all to myself.
There isn't a second that goes by that I haven't literally banged my head on every handy hard surface. What the hell was I thinking?? I know I'm smarter than this. I know I've gotten a whole lot better at putting myself first and up until now, my self-respect was intact.
Now I'm just... devastated.
Watch out Debbie Downer, I'm gonna give you a run for your money.... sigh.
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