When I say "I'm upset because people have been taking me for granted so much these past few days," what I mean is, "I'm upset because you're blatantly taking me for granted."
When I say, "If you're not going to talk to me, then log off so I won't have to see you ignoring me..." what I mean is, "Stay and talk to me."
When I say, "I'm nobody, I'm not worth anything..." what I mean is, "I'm nobody to you and not worth your time."
I'm not sure you even read my blog anymore... I'm not sure you really cared to, to begin with. I'm not sure you mean what you say when you say you're sorry. You've apologized so many times, for the same things, over and over again. It makes me think why you just can't remember what hurts me and what makes me happy.
It's not even about being in a relationship or not being in one. It's about knowing what your friend REALLY needs from you and helping her realize that you do mean what you say and giving her what she needs isn't so much of a hardship.
Making her feel like she's less important than a stadium full of strangers with computers, or a new book, or the hassle of finding a way to talk to her doesn't help and is costing her her sanity and emotional well-being. Proving her she's wrong and that she really is important, does. And it doesn't cost a single pence. All it takes is a few texts. A few words. A few minutes.
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