Abort. Retry. Fail.

The last few days have been tough on me... emotionally. It's like fate has it in for me. Like I have no right to happiness. Even temporarily. Everything comes with a goddamned catch.

"Ok, you can have a boyfriend but he has to live on the other side of the world...."

"Ok, you can finally stop being paranoid because this one is honest but you're not going to like the answers so be sure you're prepared to deal with the pain..."

"Sure, you can tell the world you're in a relationship but the world won't necessarily believe you..."

There's something to be said about knowing that your man is 100% honest with you. Specially if you've been in dishonest relationships in the past... but sometimes, the truth, no matter how much you claim you want the whole of it, cuts to the bone.

Why can't I just deal with one fucking depressing aspect of my life at a time? Why must they all happen ALL at FUCKING ONCE?

A post about, what else - ninjas!

If a picture paints a thousand words, here's a bajillion.

I'm covered until the end of the year.

Happiness is in making lists...

A lot of people whose blogs I visit daily have posted lists of things that make them happy... what a great idea. And as such, needs to be emulated... so here goes.

10 things that make me happy:

1. waking up from the fading remnants of a really wonderful dream...
2. getting sweet random emails and blog comments from my man
3. grilled cheese sandwiches and soup
4. a really good book
5. listening to my kid play his guitar and realizing just how good he is
6. getting ideas for my shawnimals plush ninjas pictures
   
7. a tall glass of iced tea
8. my mom telling me a really funny joke and laughing with me
9. gonuts donuts mini chocolate chip cookies
10. discovering really inspiring blogs of really inspiring people

What's in YOUR bag? Part deux.

Alright, here's what I have in my bag right now... well in one of my bags at least. I have way too many bags and far too many wallets. So anyway...

I have the following stuff crammed inside my Kamiseta bag:

• Make up kit/Overnight toiletries bag
• Wallet (yes, it's a new one too... sigh... I admit I have a problem)
• That thing that looks like a ramen noodle cup... that's really a coin purse.
• Medicine bottles crammed to the brim with pills, capsules and tablets.
• Samsung MP3 player
• iPhone and pouch.
• 3 different kinds of flash drives. Again, I acknowledge that I have a problem.
• Shaun the sheep plush keychain.
• Some random plush keychain for my house keys.
• Wet wipes
• Comb
• My baby of course... I never leave home without him. In case you're wondering, I'm referring to the ninja.

Just typing it all down made my back hurt....

Heaven is made of doughnuts.

And cupcakes, crullers and so much more... mmmmmm...