I had a yen to fiddle around with my blog. Added a few things and spruced up a few things too. I gotta say, I'm liking the new look.
It took me ages to figure things out seeing as how HTML still hates my guts. But I conquered you HTML! I kicked your cocky coding ass! Hah!
Changes. I need to make quite a few in my life. Starting with myself. I need to take control of my life. I need to stop letting other people stomp all over my self-esteem.
I shouldn't need anyone just to feel loved. Or validated. I'm honestly proud of myself and what I've accomplished so far.
I'm a good person. Sure I have my failings. Who doesn't? But really... I'm a good person. I have so much love to give; so much caring to share... if that isn't enough for other people, then so be it.
I am your loss. You are not mine.
I have to keep repeating that to myself at all times. I have to believe it a hundred percent.
The trick in life, I always find, is to feel you're worth yourself (while still having some TINY room for improvement), while not being completely arrogant. I usually struggle between the two. It's ok, the teachers get their own back on my comments in their lectures.
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